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| Long day...and all that rain just won't go away |
| 04.28.04 (2:23 pm) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... I hate that when i wear my pink multi-colored hig top converses it has to rain. Omg i need to clean my awesome pretty shoes cause they got dirty 2day ...damn rain lol. Well the day went by so freagin slow i was falling asleep in most of my classes. Tonight i have such a busy one....cuas ei have to finish my Microsoft PowerPoint project for French on the Eiffel Tower and some other monuments. And i also have to perform at my school's spring concert tonight. I want to get it over with already lol im sick of singing the songs all the time. Man and the seniors ar leaving in like a week. Im so guna get sad when there no longer around. Last years seniors were cooler!!! I still miss them cause i was really close to most of them. I hope all the seniors enjoy Grad Night which is Friday...they go to DISNEY! Lucky bastards lol...well i ge tto go there maybe this summer or again during Christmas....!!!!!! Im so happy i found an online language translator and got one of my poems translated to Italian! Man i hope in College i can take an Italian class and learn since i am part Italian!!! Italian cant be that hard since I know my spanish and im learning French. Damn my best friend sometimes can irritate me. Shes always saying something about someone. She tells me things about people i am friends with to me saying she doesnt like them. Today she kept telling me she couldnt stand people and im in my head thinking please just shut up. No one is perfect and that includes you. I just wish she could realzie that sometime si dont want to hear who she hates. Ok well thats all for today. Til next time kids...im OuT!
Music* Reason by [[DK Tiesto]]
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| 04.27.04 (2:41 pm) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Sometimes i feel like just giving up on this blog. Like does neone really read it? :( And do i really want to gush out the shit that goes on in my life? Damn i just feel like not blogging anymore and erase all my damn posts. Dont ask me why i feel crummy right now its just i have no motivation in my life and im a lazy fucker. I just have nothing to live for sometimes. Ive lost my confidence right now in myself and in everything. Right now i just want to cry and forget i ever bothered with guys or in things that will never happen ever. And i dont know why i listen 2 love songs when i should be gettin over that faggot!!! :evil: I guess im lucky cause my life is pretty good in other's eyezs but to me its just nothing great. I have nothing I am really happy for except I love singing, and i love my voice. Im so glad God gave me a beautiful voice (not bragging). I guess im going to go now cause nothings really important to me right now l8rz
You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.
Find out your color at Quiz Me!
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Music* Figured You out by [[Nickelback]]
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| 04.26.04 (3:42 pm) [edit] |
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My poem:
~The Shock Broke My Heart~
If there was some way you could just come back to me
To come back into my arms and make me feel free
I need you here with me, to brighten up my days
How did this all fall apart in a matter of moments, this way?
One day you say you love me, and the other you say goodbye
The last day we shared loving hearts, did your hands lie?
I don’t know how to deal with this pain, its just so terrible
Doing my best to forget all about you, but its unbearable
Its just to hurtful to see me with anyone but you
You’ve gone and snatched my heart away and it went blue
Another poem i just made. I love this poem but not as much as I love -Melancholy-
Music* Still by [[Jennifer Lopez]
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| Echo |
| 04.25.04 (7:19 pm) [edit] |
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[Chorus]
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride,
(Asking why)
I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace
Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space
Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case
And I don't need to look behind
[Chorus]
Do I expect to change, the past I hold inside,
with all the words I say,
repeating over in my mind,
somethings you can't erase, no matter how hard you try,
an exit to escape is all there is left to find.
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride,
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside
(I know I always loved you)
(I know I always loved you)
(I know I always loved you)
So I close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride,
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside
[A song that i will keep inside my heart forever. The song that can float around in my heart...yo remember how i fell in love for the first time and how i felt afte rthe break up]
Music* Echo by [[Trapt]]
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| if only i had one more chance |
| 04.25.04 (8:23 am) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Sorry for not blogging these past few days I just have been real busy this weekend. Last night went to the ice arena and it was funny cuz none of us actually went ice skating lol. We're some werid kids lol.....man waz it freazin! But it was fun cuz Bubba let me drive his car, and also let jessica drive! Whoa was i on the ball lol....i felt so good driving and bubba said i was real good! I was a 10/10. It was funny after i drove the second round i was driving real fast in the Costco parking lot at night lol and then i braked really hard and bubba got scared lol. Then after my round jessica drove and did the same thing i did man......was it funny! Bubba was freakin out mostly with Jessica cuz sometimes she tends to be a little immature when shes driving. When i drive, i do it with confidence. Haha it was a good time driving! Neways last night we went to Dairy Queen and i tried the new Cheesequake Shakes that have like chunks of cheesecake in them. WHOA!!! I was in freagin heaven eatin it...it was so good! I have nothing else thats important to say but i took a quiz so here are the results!
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla
Music* Time to Say Goodbye by [[DJ Mystic]]
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| [Its just amzing how im getting over you] |
| 04.22.04 (4:51 pm) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Its amzing how i've gotten to get over my ex bf Jayson. Like as the days go by I find myself thinking about him less and less. Im happy that im gettin over him, and im ready for something new. Im so pyched that were friends still cuz it would be kind of sad not being apart of him at all. Ok i had a pretty good day 2day...and the week went by slow. This weekend im planning to go to the beach finally and this time i WILL go!!!! And i will get the tan i deserve lol hehe and maybe find myself some tall hot surfer dudes lol....those are my types or maybe a cute papichulo latino lol. I just finished reading a book that i got on Tuesday aftenoon that im going to have a test on 2moro (oops) :roll: :D 8) . It was -The Great Gatsby-. Man was that book pointless to me but i had to read it. I find no damn point in that book at all. Sorry to all the people who like that book.... Ummmm well i guess i have nuttin else to talk bout cuz im boring sometimes lol i guess i can add some lyrics to a song that i love love love:
[u][b]Free Fall Without a Parachute lyrics by [[Senses Fail]][/b][/u]
Well I had a dream last night and in my dream I took a knife to you.
I slit your throat from ear to ear
The wound was gasping for the air - your scream so clear.
But every dream could never come true.
Only in my sick mind can I do these things to you.
With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse
The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth.
And I will be, oh I will be, lost.
I had a dream last night and in my dream I robbed a country club.
A 5 year old tried to stop me, but I shot him through the head, and now he's dead.
But every dream could never come true.
Only in my sick mind can I do these things to you.
wwwwWith every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse
The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth.
And I will be, oh I will be, lost. [x2]
Your heart. [x4]
Oh it's better to just ... rush upon this blade.
Then give into the fear in your heart.
These dreams never cease.
With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse
The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth.
And I will be, oh I will be, lost. [x3]
Music* A Box of Sharp Objects by [[The Used]]
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| *Short one* |
| 04.20.04 (6:35 pm) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Hey well this wont be much of an exciting entry cause i am having a busy night and im back into skool mode. Right now im just writing the poems I have stored in my computer into a compostion book cause i think i would like them in there lol. I have a friend that writes poetry and i would also like her to read my poems, i would like to share them. I had a good day...kinda boring and long but it was ok. Im in a fight wit a friend of minez and like shes telling the whole world what happened. Its like its no ones business why were in a fight...and i dont really care what she thinks right now, i hate the fact that she says were in a fight when she just got mad at me cause i was being blunt and she thought that was rude. Maybe ill say sorry eventually but not now. For now ill jus keep my commetns to myself. If she talks shit, she'll pay for it. Cuz ive learned not to talk shit or to tell ppl my business. Well i gtg now my hands hurt!!!! oh garsH1 l8rz KidZ!
Music* Stay with Me by [[Finch]]
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| You think you know everything.... |
| 04.19.04 (6:25 pm) [edit] |
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GOT THIS IN AN EMAIL
Think you know everything...?
- A dime has 118 ridges around the edge.
- A cat has 32 muscles in each ear.
- A crocodile cannot stick out its tongue.
- A dragonfly has a life span of 24 hours.
- A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds.
- A "jiffy" is an actual unit of time for 1/100 of a second.
- A shark is the only fish that can blink with both eyes.
- A snail can sleep for three years.
- Al Capone's business card said he was a used furniture dealer.
- All 50 states are listed across the top of the Lincoln Memorial on
the back of the $5 bill.
- Almonds are a member of the peach family.
- An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
- Babies are born without kneecaps; they don't appear until the child
reaches 2 to 6 years.
- Butterflies taste with their feet.
- Cats have over one hundred vocal sounds; Dogs only have about 10.
- "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt".
- February 1865 is the only month in recorded history not to have a
full moon.
- In the last 4,000 years, no new animals have been domesticated.
- If the population of China walked past you, in single file, the
line would never end because of the rate of reproduction.
- If you are an average American, in your whole life, you will spend
an average of 6 months waiting at red lights.
- It's impossible to sneeze with your eyes open. (I disagree with this one - done it a million times... -L.)
- Leonardo Da Vinci invented the scissors.
- Maine is the only state whose name is just one syllable.
- No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver,
or purple.
- On a Canadian two dollar bill, the flag flying over the Parliament
building is an American flag.
- Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears
never stop growing.
- Peanuts are one of the ingredients of dynamite.
- Rubber bands last longer when refrigerated.
- "Stewardesses" is the longest word typed with only the left hand;
lollipop" with your right.
- The average person's left hand does 56% of the typing.
- The Bible doesn't say there were three wise men; it only says there
were three gifts.
- The cruise liner, QE2, moves only six inches for each gallon of
diesel that it burns.
- The microwave was invented after a researcher walked by a radar
tube and a chocolate bar melted in his pocket.
- The sentence: "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses
every letter of the alphabet.
- The winter of 1932 was so cold that Niagara Falls froze completely
solid.
- The words 'racecar,' 'kayak' and 'level' are the same whether they
are read left to right or right to left (palindromes).
- There are 293 ways to make change for a dollar.
- There are more chickens than people in the world.
- There are only four words in the English language which end in
"dous": tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous.
- There are two words in the English language that have all five
vowels in order: "abstemious" and "facetious."
- There's no Betty Rubble in the Flintstones Chewables Vitamins.
- Tigers have striped skin, not just striped fur.
- TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters
only on one row of the keyboard.
- Winston Churchill was born in a ladies' room during a dance.
- Women blink nearly twice as much as men.
- Your stomach has to produce a new layer of mucus every two weeks;
otherwise it will digest itself.
......now you know everything!
Music* Don't Tell Me by [[Avril Lavigne]]
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| ~Melancholy~ |
| 04.18.04 (8:50 am) [edit] |
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I miss the way you used to call me your baby
How you called me just to say I love you too
The times you told me I was truly special indeed
Those days when I was all you ever wanted
These memories only bring heartache and fear
I cried at night knowing you would never return to me
How I miss hearing your voice in my head all day
But now all I can hear is my heart breaking away
I miss the way you held my hand through the rain
The love you shared with me was an everlasting comfort
All I seem to think about is you and everything is you
When I see you from afar my heart cries out your name
If only you could hear it says I miss you dearly
Sometimes I can’t even hear myself breath
I seem to just listen to the singing in my head
The song you used to play on my lips when we kissed
My tears never fade away, there permanent on my face
I have too many memories of us surrounding me
I miss the way you used to call me your baby
I still wonder why you left me, wasn’t I your baby?
Ps. Do you guys see the about me box on the site? well i made that and i you want one like that but different colors or something just comment or send private message! ttyl ! x0xoX
Take the quiz: "What Disney Princess Are You?"
Sleeping Beauty
You sleep a lot, but atleast you have those cool lil fairies by your side.
Music* Everytime by [[Britney Spears]]
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| *Whats in and whats not?* |
| 04.17.04 (7:44 am) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Last night i went to the movies and saw the movie -The Punisher- and it was pretty good, full of action. I don't watch too many action movies but i think now a days i like them more. Yesterday i took a trip to target and saw my damn ex boyfriend. I didn't go just to see him lol but to go buy the dvd The Texas Chainsaw Massacre which is such a freaky movie! :? :shock: Yeah i so love scary movies there so awesome!!!! :D
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Well i decided to do a little thing i would like to call
-What's in and what's not?-
Now what this consists of is i give you a topic to tell me if this certain thing is popular or not. Like say i give you the word *plaid*. Now you would or could comment on how its just ugly and a waste of fabric lol or you can just say its in or out of fashion. Everyone has there own opinions on certain topics. So i gues si just made this thing up for everyones entertainment and my own lol. So i guess im off for now.
[b]Word:[/b] Scary Movies
Music* California Dreamin' by [[DJ Sammy]]
I MISS BLUR
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| *a poem so sweet* |
| 04.16.04 (9:15 am) [edit] |
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[u][b]~The Torn Prince~[/b][/u]
I'm always waiting for your return.
You, my first love and true love
Why can't you see how much I care?
You don't have to be alone to be happy
I’m always here for you
Please try to comprehend I’m missing you
Everyday without you makes me want you even more
Maybe soon you'll see what is real
My sweet lady made me a true man
You're my marvelous angel from above
Please can't you come back to me?
Is it love that I’m feeling?
Why can't I stop thinking of you?
You are more then just a being
You Are my Everything
by me* please no one take!!!!
Music* Closure by [[Chevelle]]
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| *No ones ever seen you without makeup....~ |
| 04.15.04 (7:10 am) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Hey all man iz it early right now. Am i crazy how do i wakke up so early? Well its 9:51 and i never wake up this early during any break. I usually wake up like at 12. Yesterday i got a call about some sad news. I heard that one of my friends' (from Knightingales) father died on Friday. Today i have to go to the funeral i just need to find a ride but hopefully my grandpa can take me. I woke up kind of cold......and how am i supposed to go to da beach in this weather??!?! Whoa im going crazy cuz i need a damn tan! Congrats Sasha i lov ya lots...dont 4get ill always be there for u! I know you dont read my blogs cuz ur jus lazy lol...BUT GOOD LUCK!!! I havnt been sleepin too good either. Sometimes i wake up with my neck hurting or my back all in pain! Idk why its been happenin all of a sudden its jus botherin the monkey out of me lol. :wink: :D I t would be funny to have a monkey as a pet. If i did have one (never would) i would call it Kus kus!!! Dont ask em why im just weird but people love me this way...being myself! Ok enough ofthis crap let me talk about something that maybe you bloggers lol can understand.....a few lyrics from a song i enjoy with a passion:
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[b]More Than Words by [[Extreme]][/b][/u]
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you-More than words.....
This song iis a ollldddd but hey i can still enjoy it!! 8) :?: :wink: !!!! Well im just into those nice aucustic love songs! Man i dont even know if i spelled that right lol. I hope my day goes well..and that funeral thing is so depressing! But i must go to support my funny girl Brittany! I guess i must go now ....and live out my day like theres no other! x0xo
Music* Okay I Believe You But My Tommy Gun Dont by [[Brand New]]
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| º·|gOodBye....goOdbyE|·º |
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![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Wow its already Wednesday, why does the week have to go by so fast?? Huh huh? Well my spring break is going quite well i guess lol. I still havnt gone 2 da beach and its been rainin a little. I just wana go 2 da beach to get a nice tan!! Oh yes! RIght now i wish i had a car so i could go 2 da beach on my own and relax being with myself. Sound slike such a good idea right now but damn i dont have a car lol but i soon will! Real Soon!!!! I hope that everyone enjoys there break and no1 gets hurt or w.e. I wish i had gone somewhere like ive gotten the urge to go to Ohio. The last time i went was when i was like 5. But i remember it being such a wonderful place. I just love the houses over there cause there made of wood most of them at least. Yeah my friend Sasha told me we should have a roadtrip which sounds like marvelous fun fun lol...!!! Hahah ill driveeeee!!!!!! Swoosshhh !#*@%$ lol!!!! Gosh im hungry and i want my french toast !!!! I hope this break doesnt go by super ultra fast!!!! Sasha 2moro iz our day of shoppin? maybbbb maybbb lol! well i think i must go now x0x0
Music* Free Fall Without a Parachute by [[Senses Fail]]
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| *[WOWzERz nD pOw wOww]* |
| 04.11.04 (8:07 pm) [edit] |
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You are Ready to Date Again
If you're not out there already, you should be.
Your ex is long gone from your heart, and you are ready for another relationship.
Any guy you meet gets a clean slate - and no emotional baggage.
Congratulations, you've gotten completely over him.
Now, on to a better guy :-)
Are You Ready to Date Again?
Take This Quiz :-)
Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.
Yeah i got my mind on someone real good that i saw today. Ive had like such a crush on that kid ever since last year. I dont know what it is but theres something about him that catches my brown eyez lol. Yeah hes such a cutie! I saw him at my middle skool's carnival back in February and we gave each other a smile. It was like pow wow! And i was with Jayson back then so it was weird. But last yr at the carnival i was single and it was different. Like i dont know him well but i kno his name is Anthony. He sso beautiful!!! well i must go now im tired lol! x0x0x0
Music* Reptilia by [[The Strokes]]
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| 04.10.04 (1:43 pm) [edit] |
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Yeah i saw my ex at the mall yesterday and thank God he didnt see me. But it was funny cuz i was with my best friend Sasha and i told her he was there when i saw him and she decided to give him a ring lol. She called him asking where he was and he was like at the mall and asked why she was asking. Then she said she was just wondering lol...and she also asked who he was with cuz i had saw him with tow other girls and his tow guy friends. When Sasha asked Jayson who they were he said they were girls that were like sisters to him. Man my heaert was jumping almost outside of me. I got so nervous when i saw him walking. Man and i almost walked in front of him but went in another direction. It was unexpected to see him there too cuz he had always told me he almost never went to the movies other than with me so i was like ok. Well w.e. im gettin over him so ill be ok. I was kinda bummed out that i didnt even see 1 hot guy at the mall except Jayson. Well hes not hot but the way he was made him hot. I miss him but he doesnt deserve me so im fine. Well im off!
Music* Meant to Live by [[Switchfoot]]
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| 04.10.04 (12:02 pm) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Hey everyone today is saturday woopie! I have nothing to do i wish i had money to go shopping or something. Last night i went to da mall with my ebst bud Sasha and her sister. We went to Johnny Rockets and i bought myself a CoOkIeS nD cReAM MILSHAKE! whoa its so good man i hope they have them in heaven lol. Well neways last night we went to go see the movie *Girl Next Dorr*...man was it funny lol. We laughed so much haha i could have pissed in my pants???!?! Well it wasnt that serious it was funny though. UM neways i need some help help help lol. I would like some1 to give me a site or easy software so i can make an icon like this one:
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I would love to make a bunch of pretty icons similar to this! It would be lots of fun and i will have something to do. Please hopefully someone out there knows a good place where i can make some!!!!!
I also like this icon thats alredy on my blog of one of my fave bands! :
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Music* Switchblades and Infidelity by [[Fall Out Boy]]
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| ~Iz it Me, iz It feAR·º |
| 04.08.04 (7:49 pm) [edit] |
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A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..
What kind of girl are you?
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Music* I Disappear by [[Metallica]]
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| 04.06.04 (6:20 pm) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... I hope that all goes well during my spring break. Tomorow is my last day of school beofre spring break officially starts. I have a plan to just go to the beach a lot and get a tan or maybe just to hte local pool. I need to get a new bathing suit this wkend! :lol: :D Ive always been wanting an orange one bcuz its so bright and pretty lol. I just want something cute that attracts attention hehe! :wink: I just hate how there are people that gossip so much and just cant keep there piewholess CLOSED. Like theres was this fight at school it was so stupid and everyone makes it such a big deal like WHO CARES! I just cant stand it when people who dont even care get nosey about things that happen and ask all these stupid questions. I tbug me so bad how they just cant let things be and shut up. I try not to be nosey unless its necessary. Some people do it constantly its like who da f are u? Not King Arthur?!??! lol :x And be proub of me cause today i realzied that the more days past, the less feelings i have for Jayson my ex bf. Cause i know that he doesnt have nethin for me but friendship so i realzie i gota stop being in la la land and snap out of this fantasy world i made. I just hope i can find myself another guy when im ready that is actually worth my time. But i do admit i miss his touch and how it used to be but it will never be the same now. Well here a lil poem i made.
~Amazing But True~
I imagine myself holding you tight
In the meadow, under the moonlight.
Having you sing me to sleep
Dreaming of you, I have nothing to weep.
There was something in your eyes
A loving warmth that I could not deny.
I fell in love wit you again,
Telling myself that I never want to let you go.
Music* Dead on Arrival by [[Fall Out Boy]]
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| 04.05.04 (3:03 pm) [edit] |
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[u][b]Alone by [[Lasgo]][/b][/u]
If only I had one more chance
to change my life today
Then I would never let you go
All my friends keep telling me
That I should leave you for a while
So you must show your love to me
And tell me what you feel
I thought that even you had feelings for me too
I know I was wrong
And baby when you care, then I will be there
By your side
And now I stand here alone in the dark
Without you
There's nothing more that I would like
Than be with you
I close my eyes but I can't stop
Thinking of you
And now I stand here alone in the dark
Without you
Those are lyrics to a song that i love...that i can relate to for now. Its a great trance song!!!!
My day was prettyyy long and i guess i felt blah and stuff lol. And i had practice for *The Pssion Play* were having at school for Easter. Yeah im kinda tired right and worn out. Theres also another song that i do kinda like too here ya go:
[u][b]Never (Past Tense) by Roc Project Feat. Tina ArenA[/b][/u]
(I'll never......)
(I can't be with you)
I can't be with you again
don't remind me of the good times that we had
learn a lot from us instead
i never want these feelings to ever come again
[Chorus]
you'll never here me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense
Please don't tell me that you've changed
don't wanna here on how you've lost your evil ways
the one who's changed this time is me
and i wont go back to feeling helpless and deceived
[Chorus]
you'll never here me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense
you'll never here me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense
your love
your love
to think you had me fooled every now and then
you had me believing that i was the reason that you left
but i wont fall back in love with you again
i don't even wanna be
(dont even wanna be)
your friend
oh no no
[Chorus]
you'll never here me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense
you'll never here me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense
(so past tense)
(your love is so past tense)
Music* ^^^^^^^^.......love this soonnggg!!
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| 04.03.04 (4:04 pm) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Man did i wake up kinda early today. Woke up at around 8 in the mornin which is early for me and i got up real fast...real weird. Well today i tried to ogo see my friend Jessica's rowing competition but me lorena dnpaul came too late to watch! Her team won 3rd place. Im happy at least i went to go say hi and congratulateee her for doing good lol. And yay!! I met Octavia 2dayyyy and shes pretty cool just like i expected! WHoa was it soo hot 2day mannnn i wish i had gone to the beach and stuff to get myself a tan but i didnt ohh well! Wow i jus had a talk with my mom about jayson bcuz i had heard the name jayson on tv and then she was asking me all these questions. She was telling me she had a feelignt aht maybe Jayson does miss me and probly might want to ask me out again. She was like askin me what i would do if he was to want me back. And i really couldnt answer her question. Then i asked her what should i do if that was the situation and then she was like, i guess thats your decision. Then i told her that it wouldnt b easy to go out again...we would have to like start over and shit. Idk i really dont want to get my hopes up and think he wants me back when he doesnt. O w.e. lets jus stop this lil conversation lol. Yeah so hopefully soon i get to meet Jessic'a bf that me and Octavia have been waiting to meet like 4ever lol. He sounds like a little kid on the phone its so funny lol. Hmm....2note im goin to one of my friend's bday party like l8rrr on so ill hav a good fun night. Well i guess thats it for now so ttyl
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Music* California Dreamin' by [[DJ Sammy]]
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| 04.01.04 (8:09 pm) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... I had a boring Thursday. Yeah and ive had my ex on my mind and cant get him out. Yeah me and him are friends or w.e. and i dont have ne feelings in dat way nemore. But still its like hes always in my brain and i try not to think of him, its just hard. Im fine being his friend, its better that way. HHmmm dis wkend i get to meet Octavia! O yes sounds like lots of fun lol...shes a kool cat! And also this weekend is the Youth Fair and ima ride all the rides that go upside down and all around lol. Yeah so i guess im gettin over dat retard of my ex who dosnt care to tell me the real reason he broke up with me. But i dont care its all a game to him and he doesnt care. To tell you the truth, i guess i never really got to be his friend b4 we actually went out. Cause at the beginning we had a strong physical attraction and then he said he jus fell for my personality and thats what kept him. But now its like my looks had something to do with him breakin up wit me. Well he isnt all that cute...its jus his personality made him hot. I just told him he was hot cuz like hes insecure and wont admit he is. And he called me immature what a great thing. Damn hes guna get what he deserves for just being so mean to me. W.E. he lost his chance and he said i was special...BULLshitttt well i must go now ttyl x0x0x
Music* Trippin the Trance by [[Dj Hydro]]
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| 03.31.04 (6:51 pm) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Yeha me and Jayson are over forever. Im glad now that wwere jsut friends even after all the hurtful things he told me. I dont care much bout our past relationship jus that our friendship grows. I feel stronger now that this is over and how i realized a lot of things. I hope that one day i do get to find my prince charming and truely know hes the One. Today was ok iwould say. IM doing a lot better in all my classed and im surely proud lol. I jsut feel real confident in all my subjects and feeling great. Well thats all for now l8Rz
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Music* Some trance song that i have no idea what its called lol...!!
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| 03.30.04 (4:55 pm) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Yeah my day wasnt too good. Last night Jayson broke up with me, and i cried. He was telling me that he just wasnt having the same feelings that he had at the beginning of our relationship. And i kept asking him what he meant and he just couldn't explain. He never likes to explain himself, which i hate. Like i still don't know why he broke up with me. He said we need a break or w.e. but its likes what did i do? I care for that boy so much i just dont seem to understand why he wants us not to be together for a while. I cried last night twice. Once right after he broke it off and after i talked 2 Sasha when we were talking. I felt a lot better after asfter listening. Right now i feel like crying cuz im talkin bout this. I love him man. H ejust cant get that throuhg his head. I enjoy being all his but he just got bored. I rememver him being so damn lovable at the begininng and just recently hes been feeling like this and hasnt told me anything. I havnt done nethin to make his feelings for me go away. Maybe he just doesnt care for me nemore. I just realllyy really want him back. But if he comes back to me hes guna have to win me back. Not that im a prize or nethin, its jus i want him to realize he hurt me. My best friend Sasha told me we were perfect and even he said it. I knew he was good for me too. My mom told me that maybe Jayson has personal issues with himself that he has to face or w.e.And that maybe he dosent want me around for a while, maybe he truley needs space. Ill try not too think bout this too much but its hard. Just yesterday b4 we broke up when i called him everything seemed kool. But he was with his friend so I said *I love you* and he didnt respond back, so i was like wdf????!?!! Im so confused and kinda depressed too. Please comment ! I want advice, tell me what you guys think...this iz my 1st break-up i dont know much
Music* Okay I Believe You, But My Tom by [[Brand New]]
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| 03.29.04 (3:04 pm) [edit] |
![]() =http://img19.photobucket.com/... SO i guess you could say i had an ok day. One of my friends' bday was 2day but i didnt get her nethin yet but idk if i should. I thought we were friends. We used to be so close and idk whats goin on that she jus suddenly stopped talkin 2 me for some reason. Not even a hello is said to me often from her and i say hi a few times but its like damn i dont always got to come up to you and say something. Shes not the queen or nethin not to be mean or nethin. We werrree se close BEFORE but now it changed out of nowhere and we dont even have those long conversations online that i miss so much. We used to talk 2 long ass times about everything. And that was before we had bf's and i guess maybe thats one of the reasons we really dont talk. I have no idea what to do nemore with her. I tried to stay close to her as much as i could but w.e. her loss i guess? Neways i dont want to keep stresssin bout it! This sunday im goin to the Youth Fair her ein South Florida that ive gone to every year since i was a little toddler. Its guna be so much fun especially cuz i get to go wit my bf and all my friends and wit Octavia, Jessica's best friend whose comin here on vacation from Washington. This afternoon i found out i got a 76 in chemistry for the 3th quarter. I guess im ok with that grade but i wish i had done a lot better. I could have gotten a b+ if i had gone to Tutoring but i guess i never have time with Knightingales and stuff. I have no idea what i got in goemetry and im kinda scared to know what i got. Iknow im better then i was before i just hope i have a middle C at least for a quarter grade. I tried my best this quarter with all my classes. Ok all this skoo yap has got me bored lol. So time for me to hop away...so long fair well....hehe [KisAz]º
Music* The Red by [[Chevelle]
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